it's all right. there's not much to say. i've had time to overcome the initial shock.
it's not like she's actually my mother. she's alive here. i saw her earlier trying to sneak some yogurt close to midnight. it could have been someone entirely different in the memory? who knows. it's just surreal to see fantasy aspects in these visions, even if Recolle has become strange lately. we can't linger on what-ifs and these dumb flashbacks forever.
i'm trying to keep myself disconnected from these, but... it feels so real. even worse when it seems like you're helpless in them, you get what i mean?
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it's not like she's actually my mother. she's alive here. i saw her earlier trying to sneak some yogurt close to midnight. it could have been someone entirely different in the memory? who knows. it's just surreal to see fantasy aspects in these visions, even if Recolle has become strange lately. we can't linger on what-ifs and these dumb flashbacks forever.
i'm trying to keep myself disconnected from these, but... it feels so real. even worse when it seems like you're helpless in them, you get what i mean?