[ It takes him some time to reply because he's thinking it over again, analyzing the intense emotions that washed over him when he recalled it. It's really tiring. ]
here i wanted to forget all that. it's hard... either way, i understand since you're absolutely right on the dot. there's also something puzzling about my memory that i can't seem to figure out and it has been driving me insane. whatever. you need to be careful and not bleed your heart out, but it's not something that can be controlled.
so this is how you cope. what if i didn't reply back? wouldn't it be easier to meet up with someone?
ah well i'm sure that if things continue to progress they way they have been, we're all in for more of those visions... i'm not exactly thrilled at the prospect though
...well i mean i sent a few things to other people... and it's a little late to be meeting up with anyone, don't you think?
some people are getting some pretty normal flashbacks. in a way, i envy them, but it probably still sparks inner conflict in the individual anyway.
that's good. always confide in others and take care of yourself. also, it's almost morning. when i trained for archery, i would jog around this time with my dog, so... some people are up and out this late/early.
i wanted to compete in nationals and stuff, so yeah. it's in the past, though. i'm glad to get more sleep.
[ MOTIVATED TO DO OTHER STUFF NOW. ]
it's a bit hard to really come out with this kind of thing. usually, when you start, it doesn't stop, too. don't force yourself, but don't bottle it all up, okay?
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here i wanted to forget all that. it's hard... either way, i understand since you're absolutely right on the dot. there's also something puzzling about my memory that i can't seem to figure out and it has been driving me insane. whatever. you need to be careful and not bleed your heart out, but it's not something that can be controlled.
so this is how you cope. what if i didn't reply back? wouldn't it be easier to meet up with someone?
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...well i mean i sent a few things to other people... and it's a little late to be meeting up with anyone, don't you think?
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that's good. always confide in others and take care of yourself. also, it's almost morning. when i trained for archery, i would jog around this time with my dog, so... some people are up and out this late/early.
reminds me i should probably take my dog out.
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...well i didn't say i confided in them. i just sent them images i generated...
[ look, he's still very new to this "sharing dark thoughts" thing. ]
uwah?! you did archery??? and to get up this early to train?! i could never... you're super motivated...
[ unlike him in a lot of respects... ]
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[ MOTIVATED TO DO OTHER STUFF NOW. ]
it's a bit hard to really come out with this kind of thing. usually, when you start, it doesn't stop, too. don't force yourself, but don't bottle it all up, okay?
also, send me the link to the generator.
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[ is he actually impressed or just messing with him place your bets ]
aah yeah i know
[ meaning: probably just gonna keep doing the same shit nbd ]
oh you wanna make some memories? okay, here it is! have fun!
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what does this even MEAN?
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