[ this wasn't how he wanted to get into this but: ]
well it's just as it sounds like...
the knowledge that i just... i didn't even have a single thought of "i'll get out of this somehow" or even something conditional like "i might die if i do this"
it was just "i'm going to die here and that's the only option"
that's a gruesome fate... i wonder what was the full situation and why you were part of it at all. it's usually not easy to engage into a battle where there's no way out. you would have been in some dangerous shit in the first place, probably.
you were up against a monster, right? with a sword in your hand. what did it look like?
this memory leaves more questions than answers. that person... thing monster whatever it is' power levels must be over the roof if it sends chills like that.
but what i've learned is monsters that take the shape of a human are awfully dangerous as a theme... i got a recent memory that followed the same concept.
how else should i describe it? i guess potential would be a better word.
that's pretty valiant... it sounds like you're a good guy in this past life of yours, too. this person better appreciate you. if they don't, i don't want you to hear you stick out your neck for them again.
[ But we know Takumi would be hypocritical and do the exact same thing. ]
my mother died protecting someone i don't recognize from this... figure that wielded a strange looking sword. there was an explosion and it manipulated the debris with this dark aura and shot them at her like missiles.
it apparently happened too fast for me to save her. sometimes i wonder if it's worth remembering any of this.
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is that something you want to be called?
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[ that matters a lot, you know. ]
and i mean i don't have any siblings or kids that look up to me, so it's not like it's something that would ever happen, anyway
i don't think i'd care one way or the other
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oh, you're an only child.
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[ though if it were up to his parents...
well, nevermind. ]
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i don't usually make bad decisions, Keigo.
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i thought it was simple.
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and i almost felt sentimental
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what's on YOUR mind?
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uh
it's... just that stuff i mentioned before
the vision i had
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the one where you felt like you were going to die, right?
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it was the fact i accepted it that's bothering me the most
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but i guess this is the part where you explain yourself. i'm all ears.
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well it's just as it sounds like...
the knowledge that i just... i didn't even have a single thought of "i'll get out of this somehow" or even something conditional like "i might die if i do this"
it was just "i'm going to die here and that's the only option"
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you were up against a monster, right? with a sword in your hand. what did it look like?
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...yeah, it was weird, tho... he looked almost human, but he felt like a monster, that's for sure
[ wait ]
...not literally, i mean, but i somehow just knew...
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but what i've learned is monsters that take the shape of a human are awfully dangerous as a theme... i got a recent memory that followed the same concept.
you really couldn't run from that situation?
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but what was yours about? if it's not too bothersome to tell me...
um, no. i was
i was protecting someone. i can't really remember beyond that, but it was like i knew that if i didn't try, they'd have died too
maybe i was buying them time to escape? i'm not really sure
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that's pretty valiant... it sounds like you're a good guy in this past life of yours, too. this person better appreciate you. if they don't, i don't want you to hear you stick out your neck for them again.
[ But we know Takumi would be hypocritical and do the exact same thing. ]
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it apparently happened too fast for me to save her. sometimes i wonder if it's worth remembering any of this.
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that's...
i don't know what to say...
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