[ this wasn't how he wanted to get into this but: ]
well it's just as it sounds like...
the knowledge that i just... i didn't even have a single thought of "i'll get out of this somehow" or even something conditional like "i might die if i do this"
it was just "i'm going to die here and that's the only option"
that's a gruesome fate... i wonder what was the full situation and why you were part of it at all. it's usually not easy to engage into a battle where there's no way out. you would have been in some dangerous shit in the first place, probably.
you were up against a monster, right? with a sword in your hand. what did it look like?
this memory leaves more questions than answers. that person... thing monster whatever it is' power levels must be over the roof if it sends chills like that.
but what i've learned is monsters that take the shape of a human are awfully dangerous as a theme... i got a recent memory that followed the same concept.
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[ late night pondering, brought to you by keigo. ]
uoh!! that's not very cute, though!!! do they prank you??? try to stick glue and glitter in your hair???
[ because that's what keigo would have done as a child... ]
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they don't try anymore, but they were troublemakers. a good chunk of them aspired to be gang members.
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gang members....... and you set them straight?!?! you've got some kind of mentor powers or something, yeah?!
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ohhh aniki, thank you for seeing the real me!!!! you inspire me!!! the power you have is incredible!!!
like that?
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you just need to teach them who is boss, show them you understand. you have to earn their respect, you know?
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is that something you want to be called?
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[ that matters a lot, you know. ]
and i mean i don't have any siblings or kids that look up to me, so it's not like it's something that would ever happen, anyway
i don't think i'd care one way or the other
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oh, you're an only child.
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[ though if it were up to his parents...
well, nevermind. ]
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i don't usually make bad decisions, Keigo.
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i thought it was simple.
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and i almost felt sentimental
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what's on YOUR mind?
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uh
it's... just that stuff i mentioned before
the vision i had
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the one where you felt like you were going to die, right?
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it was the fact i accepted it that's bothering me the most
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but i guess this is the part where you explain yourself. i'm all ears.
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well it's just as it sounds like...
the knowledge that i just... i didn't even have a single thought of "i'll get out of this somehow" or even something conditional like "i might die if i do this"
it was just "i'm going to die here and that's the only option"
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you were up against a monster, right? with a sword in your hand. what did it look like?
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...yeah, it was weird, tho... he looked almost human, but he felt like a monster, that's for sure
[ wait ]
...not literally, i mean, but i somehow just knew...
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but what i've learned is monsters that take the shape of a human are awfully dangerous as a theme... i got a recent memory that followed the same concept.
you really couldn't run from that situation?
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